Excitement now turning to fear!!!!!!
How time flies when you are having fun!!!!!
I cannot believe that only 8 months ago we were filming with aunty beeb in Chch and decided that NZ was the place that we wanted to work rest and play.
At the time I said that (apart from the family issues that go with it) this was the easiest decision that I had ever had to make.
We found a buyer for our house, and after plenty of searching and speaking to contacts I found a job, although this was a bit of a roller coaster ride due to the fact that the psychometric test results came back and said that I was not suited to the industry that I have been in for the last 24 years!!!!!
Our buyer threatened to pull out because we could not exchange when they wanted to, so much for their promise of flexibility and understanding.
Well we are now back on track on all fronts and due to exchange next week.
As each piece of the jigsaw falls into place and the move gets near to becoming a reality more of the excitement turns into fear and my certainty seems to wobble.
Family issues have thrown a spanner in the works when it was realised that we are actually going to go through with it. Guilt trip quickly ensues.
Both Tracy and I are of the same opinion that if we were to "bottle it" we would regret it and always wonder what if.....
I am sure that the stress levels for anyone that takes this on must go through the roof at some point or other but it has to ease at some point???
Is this the normal course of event s for most people, especially with kiddlywinks(yes is the answer I am looking for btw:laugh)?
Cheers
Andrew & Tracy