Redvee I get what you are saying
I'm just not great putting stuff into words sometimes.best description I can say was I used to be a weak person but after leaving that bad relationship I have become a lot stronger person and since then had to deal with major stresses that I couldn't have dealt with in a good way years ago.I have also emailed a couple mp's for advice too.i am feeling more positive about it all today. I was also told by embassy that as it was only 4 months I was in that I have a good chance of special direction being granted